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Keep my (music)manager in your prayers. Him, me and our entire camp 646 Entertainment. God has been so good to bless us with someone of integrity and someone who always has our best interest at heart. I cannot share everything but just keep us in your prayers that everything goes great and within God’s will.
Great day everyone!!!
People grow together and grow apart. There are people that I know, we used to be so close, and now as time as past we only move farther apart. Even being in close proximity it’s as if there’s a wall now that separates us from what once was.
Then there are people who you may be far away from, due to the line of communication, trust and understanding, but are always there. Never disconnected, never severed. Those people are the lifetime friends.
There are those that walk different paths and are able to maintain a sense of familiarity.
There are those that walk seemingly on the same path but seem to learn, perceive and do something completely different from you.
No I’m not mad and nothing happened. I see a quote sometimes and it makes me think tis all.
The next time I have a debate about my album/music and why I’m not doing gospel I’m going to say that “I turn my wounds into wisdom”. I’m not out here disrespecting myself and everyone doesn’t work at the Holiness Bank or the School of the Righteous just for an example. I sing because it’s my #artherapy period. Will I grow and mature yes! And so will my music as time progresses. Knowing of me is NOT the same as KNOWING me & those that KNOW me, KNOW me!
I have been through a lot with the support of a few and people on the outskirts still are just watching and waiting. IDK if it’s for me to just fall in line and do what everyone else is doing or what?
It’s interesting and I want to put a disclaimer out there: just because you see me tweet something or blog about something doesn’t mean I’m going to disclose the entire story (so you can know my business).
Unless it’s about food or how ppl drive, I probably won’t disclose my rage or vent like that and if I do it’s usually in a manner that’s uplifting or has some kind of message towards the end.
Always have to keep you wanting more…
People quote “never say never” and it’s true, but I’ve been through some pretty tough situations and have been able to maintain integrity throughout them all.
So far so good right.
Last night I prayed a prayer and told God that I was ready. We’ve had this conversation before where I express my desires and then say I’m ready for them, then He creates an opportunity to hold me up to that and each time I failed.
So what’s the difference between this time an the others.
The other times, my desires weren’t necessarily all God driven and with purpose. Some of them were for my own selfish needs. Even if it was something as simple as “I want to be successful” it was for the wrong reasons.
I believe that God will keep working on your heart and your entire being so you will be truly ready to receive the things you desire. I feel He is excited and can’t wait to give you those things but knows in which the best way you should receive them and prepares you for such.
Times like now, I feel closer to God and I have a better understanding of Him. I wasn’t going to say we have a better understanding of each other because He clearly made me and already knows. So the setback was really with me. Not letting go and just realizing that He had all the answers or really trusting Him and not doubting every time something came up.
So with the desires of my heart I told God last night I am ready and I’m taking steps towards that to show my maturity, humility, and discipline that I really am ready. Those are things I can do on my own. Then I stated that whatever it is you need to do to further my preparedness, do that! I’m am not afraid anymore and welcome whatever it takes to reach my goals with open arms. I know my limitations, vulnerabilities but as long as I keep my open communication with God – checking in letting Him know…
“ok this is a little to hard for me, I need more strength” or
“help me see this in a different way so I can get it” or
“wow that was cool, let’s keep moving forward”.
As long as I let Him know I’ll be good.
What are you praying for? Do you feel you’re ready?